Thursday, November 30, 2006
Mahmud & Azah 02 June 04
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
8:54 PM
Loving Sandalz♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
8:52 PM
Haiz...Why tiz tink should happen to me...??I cant bear with it anymore..Or god...Im feeling lyke crying out loud now!!!Only u noe how i feel..I mish Mahmud very much..I plan to mit him today..But wen i reached home..I called him..We talked as per normal.But suddenly sometink struck me wen he said he wants to do some work i asked wat is it??He said he wants to delete sometink in e hp.At tat point of tyme i cant take it anymore...I was so piss off.We haf not been talking to each other for long and yet he still wants to put down e phone..He really doesnt noe how i feel tat tyme..Our communication really badly grade.Not lyke last tyme.In 1 day we can juz only talk to each other twice and e conversation is not until half an hour.Sometimes i do understand...But i cant take it wen sometink lyke tiz occur too often...It really hurts me.I dunt ask for his money i only want his tyme...eventhough we cant mit every single day..atleast we can talk on the phone..tiz we helps to improves or can really release my missess for him..I dunt tink he understands...We seldom talk about wats happening in our skol/werk place.Does he noes how i feel?Does he noes tat im feeling lonely..I understand tat u also needs some rest...I dunt mind if u want to hang out wif ur fwen...But how abt me??Ur galfwen...I also need some of ur tyme for E DAY..
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
8:12 PM
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Nothing much to say for today.Coz its very tiring day for me & most of my classmates.We'r tired of waiting for our presentation.Althought our teacher said tat we didnt did good in our project...we accept it.Coz we haf put in our very best effort..Today Mahmud juz cal me wen he reach home & told me he wants to go out.Not even spending 5 mins of his precious tyme asking me how am i doing in skool...or wat ever concern me.Tats really upset me.I really feel kind of lonely,No1 to talk neither noone to share my story of the day with..tats why sometimes i came out to be very moody at tymes..Not becoz im mad at some1 but im juz stress out with my life...
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
9:25 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
Today,i was so2 damn tired.My backbone are aching.Its so damn painful..I cant tolerate it.I juz feel lyke lying on the bed for the rest of the day.Maybe its bcoz of yesterday effect..Thiz is the last week of my semester b4 my revision wk and yet i havent start on my revision.I must buck up...Please2 concentrete and endure for thiz 2 more wkz b4 my examz starts..
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
6:26 PM
Escape Theme Park
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6:17 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
yahooo...i passed my BCLS..1 strez is over.now..i have to concentrate on my examz...i mish my darlynx..
Muaackzzz!!!
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
9:51 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
woosh..
Wat a fun day.Today im attending i BCLS(Basic Cardiac Life Support)claz.It was so so fun.Thiz is e 1st tyme i dunt feel bored & sleepy.He2.But sometink prop up in the morning tat upset me.~sigh~In e morning, i got some understanding with Mahmud.I dunt gif him a wake up call.I tot he went for werk already coz 1 day b4,he wake up himself w/o asking me to gif wake up cal.So i assume tat he can wake himself up...I was wrong..While im reading some notes in e bus,i received a call from Mahmud's home.I was shocked!In my hear whisper,it couldnt be,he juz woke up.I was rite.His voice dunt seems angry but the way he qustion me as if im at fault.I said to him sowie,but he juz ignored.I was so fed-up w/o realising i raised my voice to him.Den he said sometink & juz hang up e the phone.At tat point i really cant control my tears.It juz automatically roll down my cheekz...Im really upset..But i try to control coz i dunt want my personal problem effect with my studies..
Dear,
I dunt mean to make u angry..
I dunt mean to raise my voice to u either..
But please dear,dunt juz hang up e phone..
& blaming tinkz on me...
Im trying too understand you..
& im hoping tat u will understand me too..
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
9:16 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
I'm so damn2 tired..yesterday juz finished my 2.4 km run...Now,i suffered from body ache.Especially my side abdomen there.Juz now in skol my claz practice the CPR practical.It was so tough.As for me it is very difficult for me to do compression.i had noe strenght at all...Wen i wen home,my hands & armz are aching...It was so pain fun!!!Argh,I hope tomorrow & Friday BCLS will be fine..
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
10:46 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
I may look OK.But seriously deep in my heart only god noes it.Haiz,i juz read Mahmud'z testi at friendster.I dunt mind he wants to make fwens.But when some1 esp gal gave him a testi.I felt very strange.Coz the testi seems to be very touching or can say chicky.He ever told me tat he dont even expect the kind testi & maybe the person attitude is lyke tat.In my mind i keep on thinking that..its impossible all the galz lyke that..There's sometink suspicious..Plz Dear..I dunt want any problemz lyke last tyme..I had enough of going so much pain before..I cant bear it for another 1 more tyme..Its so painful dear...
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
9:33 PM
Woohoo..At last my baby give me a testi..Althought it is just A short testi but i really2 appreciate it.Its short but the wordz are meaningful.I hope he really wrote that sincerely from his heart.Lurve u baby...Muackz.
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
9:16 PM
Today...in the morning me & family went out went to my aunts' place for a visit.Then we went to thiz wedding ceremony near Geylang.As for me the place quite small..Althought its a restaurant but i dunt find it worth it if we'r doing some ceremony esp wedding.I find doing wedding ceremony under the void deck is much much more worth it.!!And also not forgetting about the food...Haiyo,its a buffet.But it is limited lor...There's somebody will take for ur food or wat so ever...
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
9:06 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
Ouh no!I'm only left for about 3 more weeks to go for my examz..N yet i havent start on my notes...Tiz last semester i find tat it's very slack.Compared to e previous sem.by thiz point of tyme i have already finish almost of e notes..Wah..Im so stress up...So tired in e brain...Argh...I just wish tat i could finish all my notes ASAP..
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
8:51 PM
Trip To "M3LakA"
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8:36 PM
She's So Damn Cute Rite!
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
6:40 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Green Family
I Lurve My Family!
Day & Nite,I always pray for their happiness.
May god grant my prayerz.
What ever happenz in my family,I'm alwayz there to fight or face it.
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
9:38 PM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Azah & MahmudWe have gone tru upz & downz together.
I'm juz here waiting for the rite tyme for our future.
~Insyallah~
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
10:05 PM
Mz Dynamite
Gal Power!!!Its e power of friendship.
Its always e 9 of us.No matter wat we will always be there for 3ach oth3r.
This is e a picture at Nadya's house.
Wakhaha!I'm posing lyke a wanna be super model.
Hari Raya is e only tyme tat we can gather together fully as a memberz.Lets recap e namez of Mz.D memberz,starting from L3ft 2 Right ya:
Back
Syanis Elyanis,Mel,Syana Eliana,Syasya Elysya,Ellie Elyana
Front
Syada Elyda,Syaza Elyza,Syana Hana,Effie Syafiza
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
7:26 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
Complete Mz.D Family Memberz
Woohoo.!Im so damn tired...Went out yesterday arnd 11 am n went back home at arnd 11 pm pluz...12 hrs went visiting for Hari Raye.There are 17 of us altogether and we managed to visit 9 houses in 12 hrs.Haha..Haf great fun actually.Really enjoy e outing.I hope all of us will alwayz keep in touch althought we r BZ ya!!
♥ With Hugz & Kissez Muackz.
11:15 AM
Mahmud & Azah
She's So Damn Cute Rite!
Azah & Mahmud
